>First day of 30/30 and already anxious. Here goes.
I keep the windows rolled down and
the heat turned up.
Smoke cigarettes in the shower
and drink iced coffee in a snow storm.
Ive got a see-saw jawline and cream puff cheeks
A santa claus belly and tiny feet
Ship in a storm eyes rocking back and forth
deluging ideas I won’t reform upon waking.
Because there’s no where to land
and there’s no way to dream sensibly,
so I’ll keep bedding down.